Hi everyone, 
                     I met this guy (J) about 3 or 4 weeks ago and he is so nice to me when i don't deserve it. He is like one of the most important people in my life right now. He knows a lot about me and i know a lot about him. I got treated so badly by boys in the past and he has treated me like no other. For some reason I feel like I can be myself around him and for me that's a surprise because to be honest I cant be myself around many people, its just so great to feel comfortable around someone you trust. I've never felt such things before, warm fuzzy feelings and butterflies. Its just a wonderful feeling everyone will feel some day in their lives no matter what anyone thinks just go for it. 

      I mean if you find a cake that you like and everyone else hates it, you would still carry on eating it wouldn't you? Course you would because its nice and you like it. Well what I am trying to say is that if you like someone and all your friends don't like that, then carry on liking that person and talking to him/her. That person you like is just like that piece of cake. This is how i go through life, don't care what other people think. I have with this boy I met, friends don't really like it when I talk about him but I don't care what they think about him, I like him for who he is and in my eyes he is one of the most important people. 

       Went to a carnival with him and two friends and it was fun. Met his mum which was good, the good thing about it was she is nice, nicer than all the other mums I have met. Its amazing how open some people can be. I'm not that open about things and that's why I blog to get things off my chest. Things like this, especially when I cant tell people things. At least he knows some of my past but as he said "i don't care about your past, I care about you for your present self". He's cute but that's just one feature of him. There's his personality,looks, how he treats people, politeness and more. 

Makes me smile more and more everyday, soon my face is just going to stay smiling because I will be smiling to much. Oh well smiling and being positive is a good thing.

                                                                                                                        Gee xxx