Hi everyone, 
                         Had a great night tonight, Gonna miss the head when he leaves. Its his last day tomorrow. Also losing another member of staff and they have both had an impact on my life. But I want to talk about more important people in my life that have had a mhuge impact on me and my life. Family and Friends, they have helped me through a lot. I have been though a lot my whole life and yeah I've lost best friends and very close people along the way but at least they will have a reason of being in my life. They have helped me see the bad and the good in myself.

I would like to speak about my close/best friends. I should really thank them for being in my life and helping my through tough times, you are amazing and have gave me moments to remember. I've been treated really badly and been messed around with and still people talk to me like something on their shoe. Bur you know what?? I don't care anymore I have J, A, S and C to give me confidence and help me learn new things and get through life. Yeah one of them might leave but that's just life. People come and go but it helps you see who you are and what they were there to teach you. I love them soo much and I hope I'm making them happy. 
                                                                                            Gee xxx

Hi everyone,
                      Well yesterday was fun, was with my best friends at Warton. Got a hug off of the favourite person in the world (J). Watched him running :) He came third which is good. It was funny because the 12-15 sack race was on and there was no one else there to do it so he did it on his own bless him ;) Oh well, he got money for it haha. Those small funny jokes S makes about the egg and spoon race. Its not about the egg its about the spoon, made me laugh although it was about me and J so that's what threw me off of the joke as A thinks it's so funny.

Well the thing I'm really happy about it that I finish school on Tuesday so that's going to be fun. Yay summer holidays are coming up, can't wait since I will be able to see J, A, C and S more often. I'm getting a summer job in a sweet shop where my auntie works so hopefully it will be weekends or something as on the weekdays i will be able to see all my friends. I just hope the summer holidays don't drag on like last time because it gets boring when they drag and you actually start to miss school. Got school tomorrow and I'm going to see Jurassic World with school and friends so I wont have that many lessons tomorrow YAY!!! Had a fun weekend.
                                                                                                                    Gee xxx

Hi everyone, 

                        I've messed up so bad, wrote my feelings and what I wanted to the boy I talked about last time (J) and it was one of those moments where you start typing one thing and it leads into another thing and you just can't stop. I feel like he is not going to like me anymore for saying all these things. I guess I will have to put up with it. I just hope he doesn't ignore them as it is annoying getting ignored. Do you not find it annoying??? I mean asking something or saying something and they don't answer you or answer with a completely different subject. Well I hope everyone find someone nice and has a nice life. 

                                                                                                                       Gee xxx

Hi everyone, 
                     I met this guy (J) about 3 or 4 weeks ago and he is so nice to me when i don't deserve it. He is like one of the most important people in my life right now. He knows a lot about me and i know a lot about him. I got treated so badly by boys in the past and he has treated me like no other. For some reason I feel like I can be myself around him and for me that's a surprise because to be honest I cant be myself around many people, its just so great to feel comfortable around someone you trust. I've never felt such things before, warm fuzzy feelings and butterflies. Its just a wonderful feeling everyone will feel some day in their lives no matter what anyone thinks just go for it. 

      I mean if you find a cake that you like and everyone else hates it, you would still carry on eating it wouldn't you? Course you would because its nice and you like it. Well what I am trying to say is that if you like someone and all your friends don't like that, then carry on liking that person and talking to him/her. That person you like is just like that piece of cake. This is how i go through life, don't care what other people think. I have with this boy I met, friends don't really like it when I talk about him but I don't care what they think about him, I like him for who he is and in my eyes he is one of the most important people. 

       Went to a carnival with him and two friends and it was fun. Met his mum which was good, the good thing about it was she is nice, nicer than all the other mums I have met. Its amazing how open some people can be. I'm not that open about things and that's why I blog to get things off my chest. Things like this, especially when I cant tell people things. At least he knows some of my past but as he said "i don't care about your past, I care about you for your present self". He's cute but that's just one feature of him. There's his personality,looks, how he treats people, politeness and more. 

Makes me smile more and more everyday, soon my face is just going to stay smiling because I will be smiling to much. Oh well smiling and being positive is a good thing.

                                                                                                                        Gee xxx